I'm not sure what I am



This sculpture is called Juodasis vaiduoklis (The Black Ghost) and is located in Klaipėda, Lithuania | My edit

That is absolutely terrifying. 

I would like to disappear

My hands are trembling
And world is not what it used to be
Or maybe it just exactly the same
Its just me who grew tired of everything
I cant do anything to change it
it always stays the same

I woke up late this grey morning and my thougs are of the same colour
Layers of ink will hide old disgusting thoughts
I would like to hide in that small bottle of ink too
Like Im hiding my old self from the light of a day
So it wont have any power, to affect me
Or remind my own silliness
And experiences that used to matter so much